i decided to deactivate my facebook. maybe it's a temporary decision. because I just realize that it's not healthy. both mentally and spiritually. so I'll give more attention to my abandoned blog, where updates are only when I feel crappy and not sure which way to turn to. but hopefully future updates will be so much better.

it's going to be 3 weeks from now that I'd be sitting for my final paper. May the force be with every one of us.x

what annoys me sometime is how pretentious we sometimes are.
I'm not sure if we're trying to protect something that was once there, or afraid of letting go because living in delusion seems way better than deailing with the truth.

on the other note, exam is nearing. i fear my knowledge is not enough to sail me through what liea ahead in january and may.

i wish i was smarter sometimes. oh well.