what I need now is the sun,

tersurat and tersirat.
i need them both.

I was more accepting.
because to truly love someone, you have to let them go when you see them suffer.

But all this while I secretly pleaded,

'Please, stay. because I keep on missing you'

this feeling.
the insecurity, uncertainties, and loosing hope and faith.
Is it possible to feel this unhappy?