Happy 2012 dear abandoned blog.

this year i will try to bring more positivity,love,and perhaps updates. I realize 2011 was not a good year for me. by the end of the year i have concluded that i am full of anger and hatred.i have hurt so many, and i am nice to those who never deserve it.


it's hard living a life you never wanted. if you are an avid follower of my blog(*scoffs*) it's crystal clear i never wanted to become a doctor. and i regret my decision of returning home to Msia. working here is just frustrating. the work load was never a question.i can work 48hours straight, no kidding. it's the mentality and how you deal with things that makes no sense at all. it's frusrating and people around you are uninspiring. so it's no suprise why most are leaving/choose to never come back.it's definitely way better anywhere but here. maybe one day, i too would leave, time will tell.

i've lost my friends. i read somewhere that you just have to forget those who have shut you out from their lives.because as we age, we change, and our views differ. and perhaps a certain points things just fall apart.the irony of life.

sigh.