this year two of my bestest friends got married.I've posted kye's but not yet aini's.

so this is the very gorgeous bride who I love more than myself.:)
Congratulations dear Aini Ayu and Lutfi! One of the most beautiful couple. May you live happily ever after.:)


Lovies,
umang.;)

I think I shall return to blogging?

why?
because I have plenty of time to waste. planning to work in october(after raya). so while waiting for my life to be over, i shall blog about fun times.

what did I do today?

car hopping!if there is such thing. I like honda civic, but since yours truly cannot even drive even to warta tercinta yet, I'd settle for a honda city. that would be my kereta basahan for now. yippeee! have not officially bought it yet, have a few stuffs to settle sometime next week. but Insya Allah, if all goes well, 4 months from now I'd have my very own carr baybee. ok now I feel so grown up! a job interview with the spa. and next a car. and officially employed yes? fun times indeed.

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and next what we do best, and how we spend most of our time. we do this more than we ever do buy anything else. sedih kan? but food is one of the greatest enjoyment in life yo.:)

A friendship more than a decade, and one of us is taking the next step.and that was one of the most beautiful moments and I was part of it.:)

To the very beautiful bride,

Congratulations!
I am so happy you have found your happily ever after and
I wish you and Ikram only the very best from today onwards.
Semoga berbahagia hingga ke anak cucu yea?
And May God Bless both of you, always.

what I need now is the sun,

tersurat and tersirat.
i need them both.

I was more accepting.
because to truly love someone, you have to let them go when you see them suffer.

But all this while I secretly pleaded,

'Please, stay. because I keep on missing you'

this feeling.
the insecurity, uncertainties, and loosing hope and faith.
Is it possible to feel this unhappy?

OK contrary to my belief, I am indeeeeeeed a pemalas. look at this blog!
words words and promises which I never keep.*slaps face*

I have been well and good. now I am in kilkenny but sometimes I wish I could do my clinicals back in dubs because you get to see plenty of cases. plus I have spent most of my student years in bmnt so i'd like to believe i feel more at home there. here, it feels like I am on a holiday. even when I'm on wards, seeing a patients a day is a HUGE accomplishment. lol. finals is 12 weeks from now.
And I hope the force will be with us, Insya Allah.:)

As I am approaching 6 months till graduation, I should start posting up more entries on my student life(even if I don't have one) instead of whining or well sharing more personal stuffs. so lets start. today i inserted a few lines, but i had to cry for assistance almost all the time. but practise leads to perfection, and hopefully by then end of this two weeks I'll gain more confidence.
so today involved a lot of bloods and coffees. so overall not so productive but will try to be hardworking for the next 12 days.that's what I strive to be.

ok not to bad. I'm actually pretty happy w this entry(hehe). will update more 2morow/ maybe a month from now. we'll see.:)