i don't sleep anytime before 2 am.

for the longest time, maybe not too long, I have nothing at all to say. words seemed redundant, and when I do feel like blogging, it's more of a medium to express my anger. oh I certainly had loads few days back,to the point I felt emotionally unstable and I hit the lowest point in my life. I feel way better now and surprisingly calmer. should I blame it on the hormones? I admit, i have terrible mood swings. my mom was the victim, and naturally, I would feel guilty for my own childish actions. she was only forgiving, and treated me as if nothing ever happened once we had one of our fights. i have to learn to control my temper for words can certainly hurt in ways you can imagine.grr,,,woof!

i like to procrastinate. but don't we all? I still have not sent in my GARDA clearance form or change my flight tickets. all should be done a long long time ago, but being the lazy bum that I am hence the delay. the Internet is corrupting my brain as much as it is shattering my priorities. I am being such an anti-social, though this is nothing new, and i feel isolated from the world more than ever.I shall expand until I reach the size of the bed. I can feel it has already started though it's a fasting month.

i don't get dramas as much as I don't get stupidity and superficiality. I wish we could settle for embracing diversity and not have this 'trends and obsessions'. It's just too annoying. why do we have to be such a show-off and why do we try so hard?after all, isn't living life in moderation the best way to live a life?

Happy Ramadhan people!:)