ain't no sunshine when you're gone

i wish i can tell you how painful it is when I fondly unfold the strings of memories from the past, the it hits me I can never do any more of that.

I am not sure how I am. I realize I felt empty all these while. when I discover something new, when part of my life changes, I am reminded that you are no longer here with me.

i long for the memories, i long for so many of things I can never have.

why the cruelty? why the suffering? why the grieving?

but underneath this hovering grey cloud, I do know something for sure..that I,really can't wait to see you again.:'(