Sunday, March 23, 2008
I am a free man with no free place to go.
aloha!
so i am back again. after a few days bumming around I figurd I really should start blogging again. the other account is still valid, but somehow it is getting too personal. and I think you know I like to keep most of my skeleton in the closet. i think, lately, I have been letting most of the things I normally would not let ppl know out there. so I think it is time to put an end to it.
i was never out there to fish for symphathy. at times I feel I am gaining much support that I can, but you know what? in the end I think the one that stood there through out these rough time was me, and of course my familia, and a few others back home. it's okay, I know you never truly understood.perhaps you never will. I don't believe in friendship as much as I did. it was beautiful while it lasted. and thank you for the memories.
what has been up? nothing much. hospital life sucks. i never believe I am cut to do this. I don't know. most of the time I do feel lost, and somehow the changes makes me missed the familiar things so much more. I think things are moving on too fast. and
now I am done with the medical rotation, and still managed to get one of the SHO laugh at my obvious lack of clinical skills. " no you wouldnt wanna do that" he says. sigh.
you know what i really would like to do? other than turning back time, and you know... i could use a road trip. with my fav ppl, with my fav music, heading to the the beach on a sunny sunny day. i need a break. but please refer to the above.
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