last night I had a dream about him. eventhough it was a dream, I took my chances.
the agony of pain and knowing how pain feels like.
I begged, I cried, I pleaded.
I wanted him to stay.
because he was just too important to me.
too important that I wanted to forget.

I am sorry for my selfishness.
I don't want to remember.
there's no way to turn back time.
and no way to return back what we have lost.