it's going to be almost 2 years in 3 weeks time.
but it feels so long, so so long, that he is no longer here in our lives.
I still miss him as much as I did before, perhaps so much more as time goes.

sometimes i'd pretend that he went on a long journey,
and somedays I have this unrealistic hope that one day, I will see him again.
it might take a lifetime, or it might be sooner than expectd,
but Insya Allah I will get there.
I hold on to that tiny little hope, and keep it close to this tiny little heart.