can I giggle this way?

today i woke up around 6. and the next thing I know it was 12 pm.
god, I really need to do something to boost up my motivation level.

things I should and probably would be doing sometime soon:
a) see patients whenever I am free. practise!
b) allocate 2 hours studying every day.
c) start loosing weight. the bet will be over by july. it's either I am 300 richer or poorer. heh.

on the other note, my roomate is having her finals 2morow. and I am trying to get out of her way. that means,by staying in the living room. I know I would want my own privacy whenever the big thing arrives. I wonder how it feels being a final med. even now I am starting to freak out at the possibility of devoting more of my time into studying.
I don't know. sometimes I think I need a break. but on 2nd thougt, I aactually have ample time in my hand.

I have been listening to this indonesian band ungu : tercipta untukku. I know it is an old song. I think the words are pretty hearbreaking and it makes me all sad somehow. Especially when I am on the bus, heading back on a very sunny day. especially when the he goes
"Aku ingin engkau slalu
Hadir dan temani aku
Disetiap langkah
Yang meyakiniku"

what do you think?