the sun is here.

i feel a certain longing whenever the weather is nice.

i think what I see is pretty. in a heartbreaking way.

i know it never fails to put me in this melancholic mood.

it's one of the many things I think feels familiar.

i missed home. but I missed the home I have always been looking forward to go back to.

I have always looked forward to going back home. to the long holidays.


but this year, and the next year, and the following years....