Wednesday, April 30, 2008

please, lets!






at last, the day i have long awaited has arrived. i don't know why i have very little room of tolerance towards stress. the best escapism(besides drugs) would be to just get away from all this. and to see familiar faces. faces of someone who understood. . To be honest, I don't really know who I am much. either the one who lacks confidence and feels bitter towards life, or the one perceive by most to be sweet, and have a big halo floating above her head. i seem to be moving towards the former. I guess I needed to be reminded of things I should feel good and grateful about. and to know that there is atleast those who still have much faith and confidence when I seem to be placing further doubts in either as the days goes.

ah, a week off from Dublin. You can't say I don't deserve it when you have no idea how hell-ish this ride has been.

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